Wednesday, November 22, 2006
home is making me breathless. I felt like a chess seed, everyone wants to control the direction of the seed and making themselves part of the chess game. is it needed? concern I know.. but I prefer them just MYOB (mind your own business)? Am i leading you on or you too leading me on? seriously, I dunno what's up. your normal doing or it's my wrong interpretation? is it just your simple nice intention. I dun like to be lead on yet ppl view me as I leading ppl on. Disappointed. Upset. Very distracted.. Why din things happen normally? why must ppl interfere and make things complicated? what's up? human nature? hello~~MYOB. studying at Kovan Mac with Gina, Yu, and Jingzhi. Planned to study till next day morning 6am. I can do it. trying not to think anything else, but study.. you can say i'm escaping from home, escaping from all weird looking eyes and sudden conversations which hurts me right into my heart. hello~~ telling me not to be distracted, yet telling me all sort of nonsensical stuff. it's enough.. okok.. study study now.. anyway welcome back Joel and Weijie Lao pa.. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Jingzhi (who is sitting just right in front of me) :) MUG MUG!!
Germaine blogged @ 12:33 AM