Saturday, August 20, 2005
where should i start...
there seems to have lots of things in my mind.
but where should i start my thoughts..
or should i even blog down some of these thoughts.
sigh...
i guess i'm tired.. but i'm not going to let go cos of my tiredness.. regardless of anything.. i will try to hold on.. till God send me up to be with Him..
sometimes really wonder if one will feel excited when receiving a personal email..
not forwarded.. i will defintely.. but i guess the one who sent it would want to receive a reply right? if not, how would the person knows if the one who receives it had received it.. when will u start replying? my tears have dried up for this kind of attitude received.. i've taught myself this.. but the pain will not be evaporated.. for it's there to stay permanently i guess... am i still your good fren?
stop tumbling down! i'm crushed already!
why can't i find a job that i can save alot for my own studies?! why do ppl able to study in overseas yet they doesn't wan! why do i end up wanting to go overseas yet i've no ability?! why?
And i said stop tumbling down!!
the church is not supportive of YM.. how to move on more? YMers, can we wake up from our stagnant minds and move the YM for God's sake? do u wan to end up in first service or second service permanently? Can someone feels the same as i do? i dun wan to be trapped in this box and we all are snatching the little volume of oxygen.. i dun wan to see us all of us leaving this box becos we can't find oxygen in it! can we work together to create more holes for oxygen? Pastor, can u move with us?! Youth worker, can u move together with us?! YM, UNIFY!
i give up.
i've decided not to say it..
I want to pray..
"Lord, would u take this broken walls away? it's tumbling down and i'm crushed.. save me."
Come Holy Spirit
Fall on me now
I need your anointing
Come in Your Power
I love You Holy Spirit
You're captivating my soul
And everyday i grow to love you more
I'm reaching for Your heart
You hold my life in Your hand
Drawing me closer to You
I feel Your power renew
Nothing compares to this place
Where I can see You face to face
I worship You
In Spirit and in Truth
I wan to be renewed, refreshed, reborn in the Name of Jesus.
Germaine blogged @ 10:34 AM