Tuesday, April 19, 2005
lol.....this time is not testing...it's writing for real...my FIRST post..lol...
today was a very relax day out in the church.. was supposedly prepared to go for work tml.. at UOBank at novena there... work as telemarketer... went for the interview already...and got in lorx... was quite sian to know that i got the job one.. but nvm lah.. for the $$ sake.. lol... oh yah..supposedly to work tml.. haha..then the agent called to say friday then start work...WOW... really happy...haha...cos really feel so sian to work..and i even tricked yu that i won't get break for work tml...(cos she promised me to come novena to look for me for lunch..=p) but now..haha..i tricked her saying that i won't get my lunch break...hope she won't see this post.. but she really do believe what i say... maybe it's untrueto say that pigs are stupid-er than ducks...LOL!!
anyway this few days quite sian... seems to be a very slack week.. alot of things just happened last week oso.. it seems that a week just passed like this... another week passed just like that as well.. nothing special..nothing happy..nothing glad...nothing joyful to talk about.. not sure if my every actions acted according to my decisions are rightful and good.. alot of things are just unsure for the future.. even like uni.. haiz..wait and wait but just got no news about it. quite sian already..somehow i guess..it's hard to get into uni.. especially with my this sem's results...it made it less possible.. i wonder what's the future like.. maybe i should seriously look for a job...permanent..full time... ARRGGHHH... but i just can't accept the fact that i am going into this working world so soon! ah.....
and how will things go for the two of us.. it's so uncertain.. everything just began and end so unprepared... it seems to be easily acceptable.. but it soon became so hard.. but i'll try.. i'll try...
Lord...I'll...
Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run ino Your open arms
And all I know
I love You more than Life
I love You more than Life
Fall back on everything You've done
Fal back on Your everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air i breathe
How can it be
You were the One on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars on the hands are for me?
You are the King of all.
Germaine blogged @ 8:51 PM